I think I have made not a failure! 
   .. You know what this is right? 
 
 you see the picture above, that is: exactly. Mr.Sexy! 
 I do not know if that is why now that I complete my degree shitty past, or I went through my pink glasses have just sold, than in the moment we moved over here, but .. 
 
 .. I'm really grad panic! 
 I made a mistake! I never start with J and what can I will finish it-TODAY! 
 you are not up-to-date so I'll be better tonight or tomorrow because I have to make up for Tuesday NEN ARGE early date, ... then you might understand something the better ... 
 
 God I could slap grad. You know what I did to Siggi? 
 How could I be so selfish and let me lie flat on Jörk while I was still in his relations with Siggi? 
 
 Ok, I'm moving NEN-flash, a relocation trauma, whatever!! 
 Please tell me that I only grade NEN fit of total überbewertetem have bad conscience and again passes by .... 
 
 Siggi may never know what I did, I must finish this and must continue to try to save my relationship .. 
 Yes you read correctly. I am totally at the degree spin, but I'm really just total panic attacks ... 
 now I need my degree in dire Anja! Urgent than usual ... 
 
   
   FUCK!