Modeling Journey

mop mop Kamasutra Kamasutra the 2nd

Good morning Ladies!

First a huge WOOOOHOOOO. My money is there. At last! Now I've
times quickly transferred all my debt including to my Mom, J gets his money back afterwards and I've now contacted Schussel my phone dealer because the shit I transfer data have not been found, so you need me to send again. * Sigh *

BUT I will not even complain about my finances.
Yesterday was the very very best day so far in 2011 (which is now really serious and scary, that yesterday I had exactly 12 years also the first time sex with my ex, then where Leon was born? Muahaha)
Sorry, had I only turn remembered because I have recently written about him ...

I yesterday already thought about my # MrSexy reported and now That's like I'm over here then gone ahead and I had assumed the cigarettes. Normally, I would like
net and I also nausea ashamed, but I need ask my cigarettes and my coffee, so I J if he might bring me in the evening which can he get the money then today.
He has read the mail when he was back home and has told me that he can lend me something.
age was embarrassing, but when I walked over, he gave me the money and somehow, I do not get out of any situation, he began to clown around ..
Rule 1: If J kaspert, he wants sex * lol *
Well, then he just started touching me and rumzukaspern and I would have slapped me so that I had decided to shower in the evening grml
* * Then he grabs me as around the belly, because I GEAE ; had rgert that he has a little tummy (totally sweet) and then says so "you could do something, too!"
* blush *
Woah, I know that that was not meant any harm by it, but that was just exactly the point where he could meet me at the most, because I always think I'm so ugly and fat and much less valuable than he ...
But he was so sweet and has not made such references, so that I could use his shower. * Giggle *
God, I wanted so much, but I needed cigarettes, had to do something ... So I just got
times cheeky countered that also does not work, because I was only a one-night stand and I am his "all good things are three" stitch pulls now no more. : P
He then told me that he goes to sport and to 21 clock is back.
Yes Sweetie, I know. Football from 18.30 bis 21 clock.

I was so 2 hours with him, smoking and have taken the change will be over, where he immediately went on to tease me .. Bastard! * Giggle *
Unfortunately he had to be done, so I went and said to him yet, "You see? Would not you always so nasty to me, I could help you later so your wounds heal far "
He looks at me and said," Yes I do! "It was so
funny. He said it so ... I do not know how to describe it. The few weeks before we had before, when I told him that he told me if he wants to hear it or not, damn it meant a lot ...
I come to see as if he had a guilty conscience or so because I feel more dependent on him than he for me .. Hmm, probably just my imagination.
But in any case, it was such a beautiful afternoon, and thank God asked me where I Siggi net herhabe the money!

Now I've actually told him yet that he stalks me in my dreams, since we live over here and I'm going crazy yet, because I constantly have his scent on the nose, which yes it is that we use the same detergent * giggle *

I made the kids had finished, mega mega hibblig. My Twitter pieces have the chance to witness and I'm almost eingepullert nervousness * giggle *
Finally I gave him a mail sent again because I wanted to be sure he still wants to see me and then I quickly went shower .. with candlelight Aaaaaaaw .. that was great.
makes showering with candlelight mood!

The mail I got after that was so .. yes do not know, it seemed to me bitchy and moody and "Oh, but do what you want is, I do not care whether you come or not!" before
And then I was unsure, but I still went over. When I came over

, he was just finished a shower, was the Bed cover and then has eaten something.
I felt so stupid and I considered whether I should leave. Then he began to tell, because of work, etc. Oh, and he wanted for lunch even know if I already have my phone ... can I find a degree, because he has checked mail again and he said that his iPhone is sooo useful and could therefore also call-mails when I write him
Haha, I tell you I am the spam-Kö ; Queen
* * grml He admitted right away that I'm sometimes a bit annoying ..! Yes I know, but I need my Daily Dose # MrSexy so much so he must live with the spam I mean, hello?
I have now then a cell phone and there are not worse. * * Evilgrin
I Have you already erzääääääääählt? I've bought a cell phone and ne D1 card. The mobile phone is the same what my Mom - in PINK! # Tussi_Handy_Alarm
Yes my God. If Anja down ne new camera, I'd like to buy her and which is also pink .. must be so totally color-match * giggle *

* sigh * It was so bad .. I felt like a little kid .. Then began
clown but he has again and I would then net really, because I had the feeling .. well, that I'm too fat and annoying him and that he did net me really want to have here.
But he was soo sweet!
And he's so incredibly warm, soft hands and .. HACH!

For yesterday I had decided that at last I am never so instead and that I also let go and just me, but you know .. I can not!
I love to sleep with him, feel him and hach .. his hair, I love his hair! * Giggle *
I was back then, totally cramped and consider whether I do everything right as he was really lovely and has sought ... but then did and then took the initiative and it was just beautiful.

Hihi, I've discovered his appendix scar and watching him in secret.
He is so incredibly quiet and everything, and I just wanted to know if he has any fun with it .. I think it shows people of NEM and OH MY GOD! * Kneel down and worship the ground on which it runs *... So sweeet ... My Sweetie is a connoisseur and very sweet, I find that when we sleep together, his neck is all red .. * Giggle *

Hach and languishes and wants same again! # Nimmersatt
.. ne is not true. But true enough. I just can not get enough of him to touch and see and smell it ...
Yesterday's was also very funny after sex. I've caressed him, kissed his face and neck and then he looks at me and asks me if it was nice for me.
Wow?? The question has me confused. How will the knowledge that he has never wanted to know God and angels, of course.
Well after he then called me an example (Something that really want to hear absolutely NO woman hangs up * * hysterical voice), but I knew what he was.
So he actually does say to me, because I was totally confused and did not know what the question should be "My wife always said ...." old Swede!
in. Was that the total punch in the middle. Argh .. anywhere, but I at least knew what he meant and God, so embarrassing!
He wanted to know so if I "come" and I am exactly that's with me when I'm with him the problem.
It is not because of him. He is wonderful and sensitive. affectionate, persistent, but I can not let go.
I feel like a virgin who is afraid to make what is wrong and so did approximately I's also told him ...
It's not that I do it on purpose, I'm only just so mega super excited and then ...

Hachja and in the end we came to the conclusion that I'm thinking too much and am a little pain in the neck * giggle * YES
and his wife, he also mentioned again .... "" "$ * /%(&=(?)(?(/=)/(&(/(=?)/" In her own head cinema NEN tantrum and gets smashed furniture *

know But you, the feeling was so stupid, so I am very grateful because that this incident has resulted in sending you what, what tells me that it has changed.
He loves me not, and probably still will probably still not a relationship, but it is intensifying.
he was sorry for his wife, because I told him if he even mentioned it yet, what is absolutely nothing, so soon after the sex, then I'm angry, but he said he needed the just as an example and it was interested in him if it is so well with me and then he said that if he dot dot dot (ROFL.. Schatzi is my ability to learn) would still love her, then he would not with I sleep!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaw
This is a good sign right? And I now officially a one-night stand ... I am more * Dev spin to listen to .. *
Hach .. He was so wonderful and then it was so different this time.
First he talks to me about music, whether I have or know the band. Then we went to movies, where I also met once again put my foot .. but because I love horror movies and straight, things like "Saw" and "Hostel" gug I like to, because what else I did not shudder and even then I'm too jaded ...
J hates such films but because he said he finds the bad, because people find such cool movies should see what he has to get perspective ... such as when a man was run over by nem train and is in a thousand fragments on the train tracks ... Oopsie.
not have considered that such things also to the police work is.

We then NEN Sun Pixa watched a piece of film .. He was totally sweet and cute. Manno I would like to see the finished, but I was tired, J was tired and I thought it was so cute how he has watched me watching the TV ...
HA, girls, I know now why J "Prince of Persia" * lol * The added he bought for his children!
If my dad to buy me "Prince of Persia", I marry the man immediately * ROFLMAO *

We then went a smoke, have spoken bissi and then I'm over after by Siggi's House is creeping ...

You see what I mean when I say it has changed? A.
he asks me if it was nice for me
as he is sensitive to my feelings
C. We talk and watch movies after sex!
I mean seriously, otherwise That's it .. Kasper, sex, smoking, go home ... You see the difference right?

I do not know where this leads, but I know that I love him every day more and that I adore and never want to lose him! NIE
me yesterday, the real heart almost broke when he told me he said the end of February is a week away and then again after a week and somehow then again ..
Waaaaaaaaaaah. How I can survive for 3 weeks without him??
Hach and he wanted to know when I have my cell phone so I can not even be as annoying * lol *

Hihi, was also very funny with Siggi.
It was already 0.30 when I clock 'm home and we had previously heard that someone sneaks through the house .. That was Siggi been.
When I'm home, he grumbles and ignored me. I so "Naaa, why have you been over there and did not go off!" He
so "grml, grml .. rumzick * I've only got Jessica's shoes! "
aaalright so I left him. Then when I'm in the bed, he said that we had been standing at the door and listened, and that J would have even sent home only because he has seen it, so S über'n balcony has watched.
Pah, no net true. it's crazy!