Modeling Journey

RR: Summer is almost over ...

summer is almost over, as can be easily read from the calendar. Yesterday I heard the first people who talked about the fact that Christmas is soon (? Hää calendar by which you live for: confused:) Well, in the choir we have a few years ago about this time around even with the first Christmas Sheet Music had started today, the maestro is so that we make two trips a year because the Christmas concerts ever come too short.

So in retrospect: My summer was cool even if what I was expecting has not occurred, but when it will occur even ever.? only in this way on the edge ... However - my summer was definitely cool. Cambridge was so amazing I'm really not, that there may be an increase of it. My God, how long has it been since I've durchgesungen with such great people love the night? I do such a great normal happy family with great sound and wise normal happy children have seen? Not only constantly Kaputtos from work. I hope Em is looking forward for a long time in my drawing. Since it also has identified not so much that I've forgotten my art folder. About Slovenia

I've had so much stress before the trip that it could only be better. My friends are not easy, but so tense that I'm going on holiday was new to me. Well, it was in effect only half as bad and it was really relaxing, I did one evening when I rebelled again, even what actually made of creative work. Must extend a holiday. And I also - wait for it - even gotten a little tan, just enough to notice it:-D But of course I am always a real paleface.

sorry is just that I have to say lately more and more how much I am Abi-the friends of my time already outgrown. Am I condemned every five to eight years to expand my circle of life and to see that I have developed over the interests and beliefs once? Especially where I so new people have problems with it get close to me to make real contacts? And you throw away his friends simply because you suddenly hardly common interests - which has a value to such a friendship? There is a band through thick and thin, and shared interests are only one aspect of it. to terminate one reason the friendship is only when I notice that my friends have become people I would never suffer, no matter how much I continue to develop myself, namely, bossy unteachable strunz stupid bitch, make it a habit to other people advantage to lie and cheat and not even before their oh-so-good friends stop off. But there is now a third or fourth generation in my friendship (and I mean certainly not very old age - I've never had a problem with it, much younger or much older to accept people as long as they have the same enthusiasm and the same light in their eyes for our common interests.

But when I got back from Slovenia, was in my mailbox a bad letter from the court and my mood was so corrupt that I have almost forgotten that there was the rehearsal weekend with the Middle Earth choir too. I 'm very happy that I had remembered in time (and especially that my back pain have finally subsided long enough for packing suitcases).

There are many things you could say about Lord of the Rings and many of my many new interests I am indebted to the film, but I never thought that I would ever say - I have to thank for this film that I am the very first experience once with a group of total strangers, the most relaxed and happiest weekend of my life would be. I know myself and I have collected enough of experience as a newbie to know that you as a newbie ALWAYS approach is difficult in an already consolidated group, ALWAYS first is a not necessarily short time an outsider and the insider-jokes do not understand and happiness can talk when they arise in a weekend full of women, not least two new blood feuds. ALWAYS? No. I tried to watch what I say and what I do. But in the end I needed so very little care. I have never once felt ostracized. I have made new friends (and men who can use the moment I really good. I feel like I'm currently stuck on a treadmill, there are always the same stories that are chewed thirty times. Man, my friends will, but coming of age! At 26 life is not all guys and the question he has dredged it or not There are so many other things in life!)

Well, now the reality me again. What to do, what to do? I just hope very much that I have finally implemented sometime soon my corrections in the first chapter of "two houses" and ready to type in the second chapter, so that I can make at least publicly. It is about time that I saw the first results of my brain turns somewhere publish both my drawings and my scribblings. The things gathering dust for long enough in any private folders and docs, my wallflower attitude in this respect is not really appropriate. They are mature enough for initial critiques.